My Apologies

I'm aware I haven't been the best team mate or student. I keep saying I'm going to come to classes and then don't make it. I don't like it when people are unreliable but here I am being the same thing I don't like. I apologize for this.

I don't want to go into detail why. I just want you guys to know, it's not like I am just skipping classes. I do admit there has been a couple times when I just didn't feel like going to my core classes or I had a dinner to go to, but the majority of it is from legitimate medical reasons. I'm on an experimental restricted diet, and I'm struggling to follow it so far. It's hard to predict how I'll feel hour by hour. I'm just trying this on advice from my new doctor while I wait to see another specialist.

Now saying that, there definitely are times I could be practicing at home, but have been choosing not too. There's not really a reason for me not to practice at some point during the day. I just have to get better at that so I can maintain what I do know and keep up on my forms because I've been forgetting them. I need to work on the self motivation. I don't want to end up lazy again.

Happy Anniversary!

Happy 5 year non-smoking anniversary to me! The best thing I've ever done for myself. :)