Blogging

Blogging never used to be hard for me. It's not until this past 6 months or so that I've had problems. It's mainly because I have so many different thoughts going through my head, when I write them down it turns out to be a bunch of randomness that wouldn't make sense to anyone but me. I'm finding that lately with anything I seem to write down. I re read some emails I send and then pray that someone would invent an unsend button.

I know to most of you it looks like I haven't made any sort of progress this year. Physically, not so much. Mentally, a tremendous amount, as long as you're not judging me based on my random blogs and confusing emails. :) I'm not sure how to share it with you but I know that I feel a lot different, and the things I value and that are important to me changed. I feel a lot better about myself and the decisions I am making. It won't be easy, but I hope it continues.